Hi to you all. Nothing has changed at home, as I feel totally empty especially at night and in the morning. My head is all over the place. I'm very fortunate in the day to have Sal and see so many family and friends which keeps me going. People keep telling me that I'm doing really well and getting better all the time but as I've told alot of you I would change my life for Luke anyday, please understand. Luke had many many years ahead of him. I now won't see him grow up to perhaps one day get married and be a father and then I would be a grandad (what a great and wonderful feeling). I still believe Luke is coming in the front door after school or maybe later after seeing his mates, and to tell him to get on with his homework or have a conversation about whats been happening during the day.
I'm off to London Hospital in Whitechapel this Thursday for a heart scan. The most important part is I can't wait to see the other patients who are having a tough time of it, they all mean alot to me. Also I look forward to seeing the doctors and nurses, who as you all know do a great job!!.
That's me done for now, to all of you keep smiling as you all mean the world to me. Take care x.
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Thinking of you both today as you journey to and from London. I hope you will meet and encourage so many of the people up there and be an inspiration to them, as well as help you in the healing process yourselves. Lovely to see you last night, I must confess I had a bad night and couldn't hold back once I left, but it was so so good to be with you and all the family.
Call me anytime, and know that I am there for you and praying for the way ahead for all of us.
Love you lots
Di xxx
Dear Neil and Sal and Family
My thoughts are with you a lot these days and I can just imagine what days your are going through at the moment. You both have to be very strong and support each other. Glad to hear there are so many family and friends around you for much of the time.
I have been in the office yesterday and met Colin who told me you are out of hospital, I was so puzzled, I didn't expect such speedy recovery from all those serious injuries. I am soooo pleased to hear you are trying your best to rush around the way we used to know you....very ambicious but that is the way forward.
This blogg thing is fantastic, haven't know it before, lets stay in touch and I hope to be able to see you soon. I will be in touch.
Love to you and Sal and family from Katja
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